| Monday, September 12, 2005 |
| » monday blues |
![]() i'm having a flu again..tis wud be my 4th illnesses in 4mths back..grr..my ryt nose is stucked! adoi..penatlah saket..oh ya..tomoro wud be my 2nd RR 4 tis 2nd TP..i hope n pray dat i didnt need to do any RR or CR ryt after tis 15th Sept..had enuff with all dat stuff..i need to save .. better to spend for other things rather to let them have it all..
thinking of applying nie..but hmm..sud i ? feeling like caught in d middle..dont noe which way to go..dad sound soOo happy heard abt tis..yeah..dats wat he wants..me,as a teacher ahaha..it's not easy k dad..handling a class need a huge commitment n responsiblity,i'm sorry if i cant fulfill ur dreams..i'm completely with flaws,i'm not good enuff..but yeah,i'm trying..i'm d youngest i noe i noe..he never force me to do wat i didnt like..but yeah i do understand ur feelings..i just donno which way to choose..it's hard k dad..again..i'm incomplete..i'm better in the other path,but u noe it..it soOo far from here..n u agree abt it..ahaha sis damn disagree letting me go there..it's in d middle east ahaha feeling like it's in d middle age..but..it past..ah yeah bro told me dat i'm stupid of not going! mummy..i need u to do my laundry waaaa... well well well...i heard my sis footsteps ahahha..oklah gtg bye... |
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