Saturday, September 23, 2006
» sahur ... sahur `
Faith is the bird that sings when the dawn is still dark ...

8:40 PM »
Saturday, September 16, 2006
» she's tweenty-one

6:48 AM »
Friday, September 15, 2006
» farewell

6:41 PM »
» Middle East Fav. song

6:34 AM »
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
» bismilah..rahiiimm..


damn adorable and cute !!


7:13 PM »
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
» charlie chaplin


She glances at the photo, and the pilot light of memory flickers in her eyes.

2:08 AM »
Monday, September 11, 2006
» burned paradise !


Don't cry to me.If you loved me,You would be here with me.You want me,Come find me.Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall?Lose it all?So maybe you can remember yourself.Can't keep believing,We're only deceiving ourselves .And I'm sick of the lie,And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.If you loved me,You would be here with me.You want me,Come find me.Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame.Sick with shame.Must be exhausting to lose your own game.Selfishly hated,No wonder you're jaded.You can't play the victim this time,And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.If you loved me,You would be here with me.You want me,Come find me.Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober.You only want it cause it's over,It's over.
How could I have burned paradise?How could I - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me.If you loved me,You would be here with me.Don't lie to me,Just get your things.I've made up your mind.


10:27 PM »
Sunday, September 10, 2006
» terpaut .. !

7:16 PM »
Thursday, September 07, 2006
» `one of my lies'
When I was younger I thought the world circled around me
But in time I realized I was wrong
My immortal thoughts turned into just dreams of a dead future
It was a tragic case of my reality
Never try to wake me even september ends

I sit outside and watch the sunrise
Lookout as far as I can
I can't see her, but in the distance
I hear some laughter,
We laugh together

1:52 PM »
» insomnia
It's getting 3 in the morning, insomnia just the best companian, life is something that happens when you can't get to sleep. Most people do not consider dawn to be an attractive experience, but i do and that is what i'am doing right now..TheDayAfterTomorro just woke me up "the worst thing in the world is to try to sleep and not to...",watched it twice with a BigMac Meal delievered at the doorstep in the middle of the night, just heaven as i could get so an insomniac..

Ma & Pa are going to Geylang later in the sunny day,he's getting himself a bundle of Banana for Ma's pengat..Bro is still on vacation, damn it, i'm still in Singapore as an insomniac..When would all these gonna end, i'm tired.. What would happen in next 3 month? The years teach much which the days never knew..There is no pleasure worth forgoing just for an extra three months in the geriatric ward.

Last 5th of september,Saleha just turned 19.. hmm i wish to be 19 again, life just there for me day and night, nothing to worry about except for assignments..so what..i love assignments i always do..it just the way i learn and practise of what i was - i am ..but not anymore..still doubt when would it be..life need to go on by the way and so as my tyme of waiting..nobody understands me even they tried to..God bless me please..what worth i'm waiting for if all i get was nothing? I'm hopeless..totally hopeless..tears just not my answer anymore but depresssion always do..who cares of what i'm doing,why must they keep on asking what i am, what i do, must i tell them every single failures of mine, every single tears that had wasted, must i? But why it keeps happening every time they see me? By all means use sometimes to be alone.

Ok, it going to be 4 in the morning..an hour has passed..still i'm fresh..wish to have someone to cycle together and enjoy the nature path..my life just so empty..i'm drowning with emptiness, even a criminal has life out day..so sad i am..

2:59 AM »